Anyway my husband has some fetishes like long nails and hair, so I have long nails (fake ones) and I’ve grown my hair past my waist. I take really good care of it too. I also wear stripper heels with stockings for him, but only at home not in public. I wear red lipstick too and always paint my toenails red for him.

I’m also going to start wearing leather corsets and rubber or PVC clothes for him and learn about BDSM because he likes that. He watches a lot of porn and sometimes I watch it with him, but I feel like I have to compete with porn and now he wants to get a blowup doll which makes me feel like I’m not good enough for him even more. Do you think this is too much just to please him?